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    Tuesday, February 28th, 2006
    9:02 pm
    Re-Pete
    your weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of
    your cool is just how far we have to fall
    i am not immune-i only wanna be loved
    but i feel safe behind the fire wall
    can i loose my need to impress
    if you want the truth, i need to confess

    i'm not alright-broken inside, broken inside
    and all i go thru-it leads me to you, it leads me to you

    burn away the pride, bring me to my weakness
    til everything i hide behind is gone
    when i'm open wide with nothing left to cling to
    only you are there to lead me on
    cause honestly, i'm not that strong

    i'm not alright-broken inside, broken inside
    and all i go thru-it leads me to you, it leads me to you

    (and now i'm moved, now i'm moved, now i'm moved)closer to you
    (and now i'm moved, now i'm moved, now i'm moved)closer to you
    (and now i'm moved, now i'm moved, now i'm moved)closer to you

    i'm not alright-i'm broken inside, broken inside
    i'm broken inside, broken inside
    and all i go thru leads me to you, leads me to you

    i'm not alright-i'm not alright-i'm not alright
    thats why i need you

    Current Music: Sanctus Real - I'm Not Alright
    6:57 pm
    Sick Day
    I like Pens.

    I like stick pens better than ballpoint pens. I like pens better than pencils. I like No. 2 Ticonderogas the best. I like wooden pencils better than mechanical pencils unless I am doing math homework, in which case I would prefer a mechanical pencil but will settle for a wooden one. Writing a paper with a mechanical pencil is completely out of the question. I would prefer a stick pen to write a paper, but I will use a wooden pencil as long as it is sharp, in which case I will move to a clicky pen; if there is no clicky pen, I will commit a travesty against all that is good and holy about pencils and write with a mechanical pencil.

    I like Pens.

    Current Music: Sactus Real - I'm Not Alright
    Monday, February 27th, 2006
    8:45 pm
    AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
    You scored as Mrs. Wormwood. You are Mrs. Wormwood. Don't worry, you don't really smoke, Calvin just thinks that. The best and only teacher in the whole comic, Mrs. Wormwood has had alot of experience dealing with Calvin. By now, you should know to send Calvin up the the principal's office before he does something outrageous, to save the time and yelling.

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    Mrs. Wormwood

    71%

    Susie

    54%

    Mom and Dad

    54%

    Calvin

    50%

    Hobbes

    46%

    What Calvin & Hobbes character are you?
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    Sunday, February 26th, 2006
    7:49 pm
    Speech Meet Supremacy
    Here are the top five subjects you need to speak about to win your event at a speech meet.

    5. You are a black woman on death row, wrongfully accused of a crime you did not commit.

    4. You are a crazy, homeless nun who writes the Bible on her arms and has a plastic baby Jesus doll in your backpack.

    3. You are the blind sister of a mentally handicapped younger brother who saves you from a car fire in spite of your unwillingness to admit that you were his sister.

    2. You are a professor of the holy sonnets of John Donne and you have Stage 4 Ovarian Cancer.

    And the number one topic...

    1. You are a blind, mentally handicapped black woman who is saving John Donne from a car fire while carrying a homeless college professor on your back.

    Go team.
    Saturday, February 25th, 2006
    6:11 pm
    Holy Mabobbers!
    It has been so long!

    Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

    Current Music: Panic! at the Disco - I Constantly Thank God for Esteban
    Sunday, February 12th, 2006
    9:40 pm
    Casimir Pulaski Day
    Goldenrod and the 4H stone,
    the things I brought you,
    when I found out you had cancer of the bone

    Your father cried on the telephone,
    and he drove his car into the navy yard,
    just to prove that he was sorry

    In the morning, through the window shade,
    when the light pressed up against your shoulderblade,
    I could see what you were reading.

    All the glory that the Lord has made,
    and the complications you could do without,
    when I kissed you on the mouth.

    Tuesday night at the Bible study,
    we lift our hands and pray over your body,
    but nothing ever happens.

    I remember at Michael's house,
    in the living room when you kissed my neck,
    and I almost touched your blouse.

    In the morning at the top of the stairs,
    when your father found out what we did that night,
    and you told me you were scared.

    All the glory when you ran outside,
    with your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied,
    and you told me not to follow you.

    Sunday night when I cleaned the house,
    I find the card where you wrote it out,
    with the pictures of you mother.

    On the floor at the great divide,
    with my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied,
    I am crying in the bathroom.

    In the morning when you finally go,
    and the nurse runs in with her head hung low,
    and the cardinal hits the window.

    In the morning in the winter shade,
    on the 1st of March on the holiday,
    I thought I saw you breathing.

    All the glory that the Lord has made,
    and the complications when I see His face,
    in the morning in the window.

    All the glory when he took our place,
    but he took my shoulders and he shook my face,
    and he takes and he takes and he takes.

    Current Music: Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day
    Saturday, February 11th, 2006
    10:37 am
    *Cleaning off the cobwebs*
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    C/:*********

    *Password Accepted*

    *System Recovery Enabled*

    Run/:livejournal.exe

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    ...
    Saturday, February 4th, 2006
    9:33 pm
    Friday, February 3rd, 2006
    10:32 pm
    Senior Night!
    Seniors own you.

    Thanks.

    More later, when I'm not tired.

    Current Music: Gordon Lightfoot - The Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald
    Monday, January 30th, 2006
    8:42 pm
    Amazing with a capital AMAZING
    Amazing. Just amazing. You'll have to ask me about it, but its amazing.

    In other news...

    OUCH!

    That was for the crossfit today. Also, I forgot the special Cumpleanos Chair at school again, so, go me.

    Also, "Just kidding" sounds way better than "I was mistaken."

    Double also, C.S. Lewis is amazing... Yes, again I say amazing.

    Amazing.

    I am amazed. God is amazing.

    Current Music: Ben Folds - Prison Food
    Thursday, January 26th, 2006
    6:23 pm
    I had to write this for Gov't - Maybe I'll make it a weekly regular.
    The Death with Dignity Act, an act which allows the euthanizing of patients with terminal illnesses that are residents of the state of Oregon, was upheld by a 6-3 vote by the Supreme Court on January 17th. The DWDA allows a terminally ill patient to request that their doctor prescribe a lethal dose of medication in order to allow them to die with "dignity" instead of wasting away to the point of dependency. Other states are currently discussing making an act similar to the DWDA a part of their legislation. Those in support of the decision argue that it is a patient and citizen's constitutional right to be able to die with this "dignity" because it falls under the "pursuit of happiness."

    I find it very difficult to reconcile any kind of euthanizing of humans with Scripture, but I find it almost as difficult to find a reason that an atheist or agnostic would easily accept. I know that life is precious and that euthanasia is as much murder as shooting a man in cold blood. However, I see so many people that are so entrenched in their belief that euthanasia is dignified that I do not see any way short of an act of God to turn them from their beliefs. Besides, who am I to tell someone what is and what is not right? That would be judging (and, obviously, I am being facetious to illustrate a point). Until the nation returns to a belief in an absolute truth, we will struggle with such issues as this. The God of America, the faceless, mindless, being that has been created at the expense of not only the True God but also His Son, cannot save us from the atrocities that will be committed under the DWDA and other decisions by our government.

    Current Music: Ben Folds - Uncle Walter
    Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
    9:37 pm
    I PAID MY MONEY!!!!!! ARGH!
    Turn up the music,
    Thanks.

    I paid my money,
    And I'm gonna see all the movie,
    I paid my money,
    And I'm gonna see all the movie,
    And it's gonna be good,
    I'm telling you people it's gonna be real good,
    'Cause I paid my money,
    I paid my money.

    Bring it on.

    I see people leaving early,
    They don't know what they're missing,
    They don't know what they're missing,
    They're missing half the movie,
    And I'll not be screwed,
    I'll not be screwed like the people leaving early,
    'Cause I paid my money,
    I paid my money.

    I paid,
    I paid,
    I paid,
    Ramalama ding-dong Shubop shubop shubop.

    Roll up the windows.

    I hear a tale 'bout a store,
    Where pain's for free,
    And if I ask for more,
    I don't pay my money,
    And it's terrible pain,
    And it's all for free,
    And if I ask for more,
    They're gonna give it to me.

    I'll not be screwed,
    I'll not be screwed like the people leaving early on,
    I'll be screwed,
    Ramalama ding-dong Shubop shubop shubop.

    Funky bass.

    I paid my money,
    And I'm gonna see all the movie,
    I paid my money,
    And I'm gonna see all the movie,
    And it's gonna be good,
    I'm telling you people it's gonna be real good,
    'Cause I paid my money,
    I paid my money.

    I paid,
    I paid,
    I paid,
    Ramalamadinga Shibop shibop shibop.
    I paid my money.
    I paid my money.
    I paid my money.
    And I saw it all.

    Current Music: Ben Folds - I Paid My Money
    Tuesday, January 24th, 2006
    7:23 pm
    Tues-type-of-day
    Major, major Bonus Point Award to Creasey for hooking me up with a camera. You scored, like, super points there. I think that may count for TWO BPA's.

    I'm getting nostalgic and listenin' to some old school Ben Folds. It feels good. Eating chicken soup tonight. Getting homework done early and playing guitar till my fingers are mush.

    Great day.

    Sweater Vest Petey.

    Current Music: Ben Folds - Where's Summer B.?
    Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
    8:58 pm
    I think I've already asked this but...
    ...anybody have an 8mm camcorder they wanna let me borrow?

    Current Music: Panic! at the Disco - Build God, Then We'll Talk
    5:34 pm
    Do you wanna laugh?
    Plug in some headphones and click here.

    http://cornonthekabob.ytmnd.com/

    Current Music: Nickel Creek - Doubting Thomas
    Saturday, January 21st, 2006
    7:39 pm
    I'll meet your speech
    You are reading the livejournal of one half of the reigning North Putnam Speech Invitational Improv Duo Champion.

    I know, I know. Try to hold your excitement in. You really do NOT need a lock of my hair.

    I finished "Shadow Rising" and it was amazing but I think I am going to go straight to number five as soon as I can.

    Congrats to everybody who placed in the speech meet, and Saraline, you and I own the world of BS-ing.

    Current Music: Panic! at the Disco - I Write Sins, Not Tragedies
    Friday, January 20th, 2006
    8:47 pm
    Hooray for Discoveries
    I have discovered some cool stuff.

    Panic! at the Disco is pretty good.

    Chinese food is pretty good.

    The Robotic Taco is pretty good.

    It's fun to ride on the bus from Anderson with Mr. Creighton.

    Steak and Shake is pretty awesome.

    Mackenzie Pheifer CANNOT eat a steak burger in under 30 seconds.

    Getting up early is not cool; getting up late is only slightly more cool.

    I actually can write some decent music.

    I am good at sneaking up on people *coughSarahKatAmycough*

    It's easier to read large print than it is tiny print.

    I love Boy Meets World.

    "This isn't high school anymore! This is college! They expect you to know theories, footnotes, new shades of color and meaning, punctuation, spelling, where does it end!? WHERE DOES IT END!?"

    Current Music: Panic! at the Disco - TODBMASIPC
    Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
    9:49 pm
    North by Northwest!
    My favorite movie of all the Hitchcock films we have watched these past three weeks, though difficult to choose, would have to be "North by Northwest." (1959) Cary Grant is one of my favorite actors of "older" movies, and he performs brilliantly in this film. Also, Eva Marie Saint, following the trend of incredibly attractive blonde women in Hitchcock's movies, is an extremely convincing double agent as well as really, really good-looking.

    "North by Northwest" dealt with one of Hitchcock's favorite situations: the mistaken or assumed identity. Many of his films deal with this topic. Roger O. Thornhill (Grant) is mistaken for an FBI agent and is chased across America by spies who wish to see him disposed of. In the end, Thornhill plays the part, and in cooperation with Eve Kendall (Saint), they foil the spies' plans to give away government microfilm ot the Russians.

    One of the things that made "North by Northwest" stand out to me over my other two favorite films, "Notorious" (1946) and "Vertigo" (1958), was the soundtrack. While "Vertigo" had a soundtrack that rivaled that of "North of Northwest," I found that the latter's was much more fast-paced and exciting, and made my heart race as much as the movie itself did and was a perfect compliment.

    Also, the mistaken identity that Hitchcock visits again and again was fascinating, and seeing the transformation from the advertising executive with an inability to commit to the spy-chasing secret agent who gets the girl is both exciting and medicinal. I love to see the good guy get the girl.

    The best scene in the movie for me, although a tad hokey, was the chase scene across Mount Rushmore because of the music and the thrill it gave me wondering what was going to happen. I never thought that Cary Grant would have to end up winning and getting the girl because the rest of the movie was so unpredictable, and I was kept on the edge of my seat.

    The theme I found most interesting in this movie was that of a man not being able to commit to a relationship. Thornhill has been married twice before but was not able to make those marriages work, and his apparent one-night stand with Eve Kendall show that he is not able to commit to a relationship, but after the two have foiled the plans of the spies, they end up together, marking the end of the transformation of Thornhill. His change is most well seen when he is trying to get Kendall to stay in America instead of going abroad as an agent with the spies. He is so adamant that to be restrained from Kendall, he is knocked out.

    Current Music: The Music Man - Goodnight, my Someone
    9:08 pm
    London-born director Alfred Hitchcock was credited as the master of suspense in the film world. Hitchcock's ability to manipulate the viewer through the actions of the actors on the screen was brilliant and near-unprecedented in film in his time.

    Hitchcock had an uncanny way of taking an ordinary object and making it an ominous. He most often did this with staircases. Found in many of his movies, a set of stairs usually represented a hidden danger, an unseen twist, or an intense situation for the characters in the film. A good example of this is Cary Grant's ascent up the stairs of his home in "Suspicion" (1941). Lina (Joan Fontaine), suspects her husband Johnnie (Grant) of wanting to murder her, and as she lies sick in her bed, Johnnie walks slowly and menacingly up the long stair case of their house with a glass of milk that may or may not have some kind of poison in it.

    Another prime example of Hitchcock's use of stairs is in the 1958 thriller, "Vertigo." John Ferguson (James Stewart) is chasing his love, Madeleine Elster (Kim Novak), up a long and winding staircase in a San Fransisco mission. Ferguson, because of his vertigo, is unable to get all the way to the top, and Elster throws herself off the top to her death. The scene at the staircase in the mission is repeated at the end of the movie with twice the suspense because of the complication of Judy Barton (Novak) being the Madeleine that Ferguson had fallen in love with.

    Hitchcock was fascinated with the concept of murder, and, more specifically, the perfect murder. This concept was discussed or touched upon in "Suspicion," (1941) "Shadow of a Doubt," (1943) "Notorious," (1946), "Rope," (1948) "Strangers on a Train," (1951) "Dial M for Murder," (1954) and "Rear Window" (1954) among others. Frequently brought up was the possibilty of the perfect murder, although it usually ended in that perfect murder being impossible because one could never anticipate what could go wrong in their plot.

    Hitchcock also was notorious for his inclusion of sexual innuendos in his movies. Powerfully subtle, alot of them are not noticed at first glance, but it seemed that Hitchcock had some minor preoccupation with sex as well as homosexuality. Some instances of this are the butch woman in the suit in "Suspicion," the effeminate accomplice of Vandamm in "North by Northwest," (1959) or the ending scene of the train driving into the tunnel at the end of the same movie.

    Hitchcock was keyed in to how to make his viewers get into the scene and how to make a scene suspenseful. Even today, more than a quarter century after his death, he is still making viewers jump, for, as he said, "There is no terror in the bang, only in the anticipation of it."

    Current Music: Nickel Creek - Helena
    Saturday, January 14th, 2006
    9:51 pm
    Song writing day
    Go Broncos (for one week)

    Go Lady Warriors (forever)

    Go song writing (for as long as it takes to get enough songs for the album)

    Go laughing for no apparent reason (as long as I'm not insane)

    Go Tally Hall (as long as you don't sell out)

    Go floor burns on your right hip (as long as they get you chicks)

    Current Music: Tally Hall - Spring and a Storm
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